“I just focused on his biceps and tried to ignore the cloud of marijuana smoke billowing around my head,” Rivera writes. She said their first date was right before Halloween, and he picked her up in “a complete piece-of-shit car with trash just rolling around in the backseat,” got stoned, took her to In-N-Out, and then to Fright Fest at Magic Mountain. Rivera met Salling on Glee in 2009, “when he was still a major looker,” she writes. Mark Salling was a hot dumpster fire from the beginning. They were on-again-off-again for a while before he ended things because “he needed to date someone more on his financial level,” she writes. They met on a print shoot when they were 4, and their moms became friends.

Rivera’s first kiss was with Tahj Mowry (yes, the little brother of Tia and Tamera!). It might have even been the best $8K I’ve ever spent.” In fact, her art teacher was so impressed by them, Rivera gave her a referral. Her first major purchase was a boob job, which she loves: “More than ten years after I got my boobs, they still make me happy when I look in the mirror. Some of the money Rivera made as a child actor eventually went into her Coogan account, which she would be able to access once she turned 18. When the doctor came out to tell us that Redd had passed, he delivered the news to the entire group. We sat there, his TV family and his real family, all mixed together in the waiting room, praying and trying to comfort one another. She remembers the entire cast and crew went to the hospital:

When they were running lines, she remembered, “ll of a sudden he kind of slumped over and fell to the floor.” When some people thought he was doing a bit, it was Della Reese who realized that something was wrong and called the ambulance. Rivera played the youngest grandchild, Hillary, and she says Foxx would tell people he was actually her grandfather, and she even started to believe him. Rivera landed her first major role when she was 5 years old on CBS’s The Royal Family, created by Eddie Murphy and starring Della Reese and Redd Foxx. Here at Vulture, we’ve read the book and culled the best moments from it. For a working actor, she’s refreshingly upfront, talking about fights on Glee, her philandering exes Big Sean and Mark Salling, her struggles with anorexia, her boob job, her abortion, and her marriage to her husband, Pitch’s Ryan Dorsey. But she’s here to set the record straight: He didn’t have a Lexus! The 29-year-old actress has published a tell-all book, Sorry Not Sorry, chronicling the roughly quarter of a century between her first major role as Hillary on Eddie Murphy’s The Royal Family to her time on Ryan Murphy’s musical extravaganza Glee. Naya Rivera, known to viewers as the acid-tongued mean girl Santana from Glee, is also known to tabloid readers as an acid-tongued mean girl who allegedly keyed Mark Salling’s Lexus.

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